(Source: hollowbon3s)
my brain and my heart’s dysfunctional relationship is a pain in the ASS
This is exactly why I hate that people I know follow me. I can’t just fucking post about what I think about myself because I’ll be judged for it and now I feel like I’m attention whoring instead of just posting shit my brain thinks.
I fucking hate living in this society. I hate not being skinny enough, or pretty enough, or fit enough. I hate being my own worst enemy and hating my image because of the media or all the skinny people I’m surrounded by. I hate how everyone tells me to love my body when I absolutely hate it. I hate it more than anything and I hate having to go days without eating. Fuck this.
Can someone just kill me? Please?